I’ve explained why I’m so stressed and why I can’t fulfill a full time passion in this website, my life is extremely stressful and it hasn’t gotten better.

This week, my (now ex) girlfriend left me, simply put, we had a good relationship and she threw that away down the shitter.

I have never said this before, but as a child I had a lot of problems, despite my incredibly high grades in school I still struggled with my family life, my family tortured me with constant work and no rest, years ago now, my step father used to abuse my mother. He would grab her by her arms and put her against the wall and slowly try and break her wrists by twisting her arms. I promised my mother that I would defend her, and I never could, for the next 1 year I suffered from constant stress and health complications.

I know there are people who love me, but I don’t feel like they truly do, the earth is rigged and it’s not going anywhere for me, I left highschool years ago and since then, I’ve had suicidal thoughts, this has been the last straw.

I’ll see you guys on September 1st when Crackhead Pig comes out, nobody is going to read this but I hope this is a reminder of how easily people can snap.

Hello everyone, quite recently I have been suffering from a few mental issues and I want to get them out, I work 7 days a week and I don’t want to get into the hours since they are mixed, but yet again I still have major issues there. I’ve found a passion in this website but I don’t see how much longer I can hold my stress.

Sure I may throw a joke or two on someone’s post, that’s just my way of trying to make people feel positive for once instead of you know… being like me.

What I’m saying is that my stress levels have gotten so high at my workplace that I now struggle from a lot of anxiety and overall I’m quite miserable.

Life has been hard, sure but you guys supporting me in this time has helped me. And I can’t wait to make another piece for you guys to look at.

Hello, I am Garfielf, let’s talk.

I haven’t been posting because of my social life, family, work etc. But I will be uploading new content in March and in the following 2 months, and sadly I have had to cancel Garfielf and the attack of the Femboy JPGS due to lack of fan support and considering the fact I had other shit in my life.

Thank you for understanding and have a nice day.

Some mfs are mad at me but I don’t care, but recently I have been considering to make a series of pictures into one compilation of a story, a lot like other artists do when they put links in the desc for certain parts

And also to celebrate this accounts 1 year existence I may collab with another artist.

Hello peasants I have terrible news, I have been banned off world conquest after playing it for like 2 fucking years. All the shit I did was considered “FrP” and I never got punished for any of it. How dare I commit such terrible crimes in a block game rated for 9 year olds.

not trying to stir any drama, just making fun of how these goobs banned me for something so small yet so important to their devolved community (self portrait of a world conquest player, it scares me too) -> 🤓

Cock and ball torture (CBT), occasionally known as penis torture, dick torture, or male genitorture/male genital torture, is a sexual activity involving the application of pain or constriction to the penis or testicles. This may involve directly painful activities, such as genital piercing, wax play, genital spanking, squeezing, ball-busting, genital flogging, urethral play, tickle torture, erotic electrostimulation, kneeing or kicking.[1] The recipient of such activities may receive direct physical pleasure via masochism, or emotional pleasure through erotic humiliation, or knowledge that the play is pleasing to a sadistic dominant. Many of these practices carry significant health risks.[2]

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A chastity device designed to cause pain to the penis if it becomes erect.

Devices and practices

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Top left: Erotic electrostimulation. Top right: Hanging weight on pierced penis. Bottom left: Wax play. Bottom right: Chastity piercing.

Similar to many other sexual activities, CBT can be performed using toys and devices to make the penis and testicles more easily accessible for attack, or for foreplay purposes.[3][4]

Ball stretcher

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A metal ball stretcher and cock ring, which forces penis' erection.

A ball stretcher is a sex toy that is used to elongate the scrotum and provide a feeling of weight pulling the testicles away from the body. This can be particularly enjoyable for the wearer as it can make an orgasm more intense, as testicles are prevented from moving up. Intended to make one's testicles permanently hang much lower than before (if used regularly for extended periods of time), this sex toy can be potentially harmful to the genitals as the circulation of blood can be easily cut off if over-tightened.

While leather stretchers are most common, other models consist of an assortment of steel rings that fastens with screws, causing additional but only mildly uncomfortable weight to the wearer's testicles. The length of the stretcher may vary from 2.5–10 centimeters (about 1–4 inches).[5] A more dangerous type of ball stretcher can be home-made simply by wrapping rope or string around one's scrotum until it is eventually stretched to the desired length.

Ball crusher

A ball crusher is a device made from either metal or often clear acrylic that squeezes the testicles slowly by turning a nut or screw. How tight it is clamped depends on the pain tolerance of the person it is used on. A ball crusher is often combined with bondage, either with a partner or by oneself.

Parachute

A parachute is a small collar, usually made from leather, which fastens around the scrotum, and from which weights can be hung. It is conical in shape, with three or four short chains hanging beneath, to which weights can be attached.

Used as part of cock and ball torture within a BDSM relationship, the parachute provides a constant drag, and a squeezing effect on the testicles. Moderate weights of 3–5 kg can be suspended, especially during bondage, though occasionally much heavier weights are used. Smaller weights can be used when the participant wearing it is free to move; the swinging effect of the weight can restrict sudden movements, as well as providing a visual stimulus for the dominant partner.[citation needed]

Humbler

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Kneeling man wearing a humbler

A humbler is a BDSM physical restraint device, a cock-and-ball bondage toy used to restrict the movement of a submissive participant in a BDSM scene. It consists of a testicle cuff device, typically a ring, that clamps around the base of the scrotum while it is drawn back between the legs. This is mounted in the center of a bar or pair of rods that pass behind the thighs at the base of the buttocks. As a result the wearer is forced to keep their legs folded forward, as any attempt to straighten them even slightly pulls hard on the scrotum, causing anything from considerable discomfort to extreme pain. In this way the wearer is prevented from standing up straight and has to stay bent over or crawl on all fours.[6]

Testicle cuffs

A testicle cuff is a ring-shaped device that can be placed around the scrotum between the body and the testicles. When it is closed it prevents the testicles from passing through. A common type of testicle cuff consists of two connected cuffs, one around the scrotum and the other around the base of the penis. Testicle cuffs are one of the many devices that are used to restrain the male genitalia. A standard padlock, which cannot be removed without its key, may also be locked around the scrotum.

Some passive participants enjoy the feeling of being "owned", while dominant individuals enjoy the sense of "owning" their partners. Requiring such an individual wear testicle cuffs symbolizes that their sexual organs belong to their partner. There is a level of erotic humiliation involved, through which they find sexual arousal. The cuffs may also form part of a sexual fetish of the wearer or their partner.[citation needed]

However, these are extreme uses of testicle cuffs. More conventionally, the device pulls down the testicles and keeps them there during stimulation, which has a number of benefits:

• Making the penis appear longer. Pulling the testicles down and away from the base of the penis stretches the skin over the base of the penis and pubic bone, exposing the additional few centimetres of penile shaft that is normally hidden from view.
• Improving sexual arousal. While some participants may be aroused by the feeling of being "owned", the physical feeling of stretching the ligaments that suspend the testicles has an effect similar to the more common practice of stretching one's legs and pointing the toes.
• Preventing the testicles from lifting up so far that they become lodged under the skin immediately adjacent to the base of the penis, a condition which can be very uncomfortable, especially if the testicle is then squashed by the slap of skin during thrusting in sexual intercourse.
• Delaying or intensifying ejaculation by preventing the testicles from rising normally to the "point of no return". It is much harder to reach an orgasm.

Cock harness

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A "Gates of Hell" chastity device used for erotic sexual denial. It prevents the penis of a submissive male who has been sexually aroused from becoming erect.

A cock harness is a penile sex toy designed to be worn around the penis and scrotum. Its function is similar to that of a cock ring. These devices are often associated with BDSM activities. The Gates of Hell is a male chastity device made up of multiple cock rings that can be used for CBT.[7] Kali's Teeth is a metal bracelet with interior spikes that closes around the penis and can be used for preventing or punishing erections.[8] Leather penis sheaths lined with internal spikes can be used for similar purposes.[9]

Ball busting

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Ball busting: A dominatrix kicking her male submissive's testicles at Folsom Street Fair, US. Besides causing pain, this act is also causing his public disgrace.

"Ball busting" is the practice of kicking or kneeing participants in the testicles. It carries several medical risks, including the danger of testicular rupture from blunt trauma.

CBT in Japan

Safety

See also

References

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